Monday, March 17, 2008

guilty face

I miss Nick. I feel like I'm suffering withdrawls.
I called him today, but I really had nothing to talk about & I didn't know what to say so I felt slightly awkward.

That's life I s'pose.

I have no moniez.
I'm broke for real.

Today sucks bums.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

some times I think people are talking about me...

I'm really addicted to grouphug. I go on that site every single day, and it's one of the websites I check before I go to bed at night. This one confession really made me smile. When I read it,
I got this feeling like I know who said it, and who they were talking about. :)
http://beta.grouphug.us/confessions/553586056

It's 'prolly not who I think it is, but it's a nice feeling. And it made me think of all the local groups I've ever really liked, & how important just a few words can be to small time bands.

I wish I could have a band, but only a couple of my friends are musically...er...gifted. And I'd be to scared to audition for some one elses band. :(

Love & drum sticks,
Ariel

musical drug-trip

Last night Mad & I went to le' suckbox. We were really going there so we could walk to Ben's house & hang with him, but sadly he was busy with other stuffs.

We had some chinese foods, & chilled at the suckbox for a while. I really felt like the whole night was a waste of time, & I kept hoping Boyfriend would call me.(He didn't, but I knew he wasn't going to.)

Untill the last band came on. Gads, they were the sex. They made me want to get up & dance my pants off--but Mad was to busy flirting with some dude & I'm to insecure to dance by myself.

I finally managed to drag her away from said guy for the last song, it was the shitt!
When they were done playing every one started chanting one more song! When they played the very last song every one got up on stage and started moshing.
And I have the bruses to prove it. ;)

2*sweet really rocked last night. You know a band is good when you feel like you're falling in love with them. I think they might have replaced ACF as my favorite band.

Love & kick-flips,
Ariel

Friday, March 14, 2008

bi...polar?

Lets get things straight(haha), the fact is, I'm bi. Got it? Good, on with the story.

I really like Nick. He's....amazing. He's the first guy I've actually had feelings for since Garret.
I think about him alot, & even when I'm checking out other hot guys I know I'll never want any of them--ahem, hot starbucks guy who always gets tea? Yeah that guys smokin, & he's not the only one. But I don't care about any of them, not the way I do for Nick.

But the other day at work, this really cute punk girl came in. God she was fly. She looked so real too! Not like all the other ''punks'' around here. For ages all I could think about was her, I was just trying to come up with some excuse to talk to her. Finally I was just like ''screw this'' and started to walk over to her. Then sudenly, it hit me, I HAVE A BOYFRIEND.

Fuck! XD

I felt bad, but it was funny. Like, oh man! I just forgot I had a boyfriend for a moment! It was one of those moments where I was really glad no one can read my mind.

Love & catfish,
Ariel

P.S.
I less than three this webpage: http://beta.grouphug.us/

Thursday, March 13, 2008

rocket ship luurve

Is it totally crazy that when ever I say goodbye to Boyfriend I want to tell him that I love him?

Well...We've only been dating about 10 days, so I'd say...yes.
Plus, when I was dating Phill & later Richie, they both dropped the L-bomb with in the first two weeks(or in Richie's case, days) of dating and it freaked me out. Seriously, when guys say the L-word, I usually turn tail and run. Except with Garret, but that's because I really did love him.

Love is a little word with a big meaning.

Love can be pretty scary too.

I know it sounds completely insane, but honestly, I really do think I love Nick.
Wow, I've never actually admitted any thing like that before. Not even to myself.

Ohmygods.

I'm nuts. I'm not going to tell Nick that I love him. Imagine what he would think!
Sheesh.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

one cool web page

I went on this website, I don't know how I found it, but it has links to all sorts of great blogs.
This one isn't really a blog, but I fell in love with it.
I bet you didn't know that a person could fall madley in love with a web page.
http://www.picturesofwalls.com/
Some of the stuff on that site is funny, some of it's sad, but it's all worth seeing.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

school-girls, tea & rainbow socks

Today was ah-maze-ing.

I was just chillen', sitting at my computer, myspacing('cuz I'm one of Tom's many slaves), eating some left overs. I took a huge bite of last nights pizza, and as if it was waiting for me to stuff my face, my phone rang. My cell is a peice of crap, so I can't tell who's called me if I miss it, unless they leave a message, so I'm like ''ohemgee who be callin me?"(yeah, I thought those exact words) and picked it up. Ofcourse, when I said hello, it came out like ''ewl-aoh?"
It was Nick.(My boyfriend) I had to say hang on, and put the phone down while I chewed and swallowed, but I'm pretty sure it came out like ''hag-oh''

I was super happy that he called.(I'm pretty easy to please) I had just been wondering if I should call him--since he dosen't really have time to hang this week & I thought I wasn't going to see him for a while--but I didn't know if he'd want me to call him just to talk.(I still don't know, I'm a dork & forgot to ask him the questions I've been meaning to ask)

"So what are you up to?" He asked.
"Uhm, right this minute?" I replyed stupidly.
"Yeah"(or some thing like that, I don't remember the convo perfectly and I'm leaving oodles out fer sure)
"Absolutly nothing"
"So you're just sitting around at home?"(Oh he's crafty)
"Well I'm standing, but yeah."
"Well why don't you go take a look out your front window."(Again, leaving shhtuff out)

So with phone in hand I dashed to the front door. As you may have guessed--or not if you're a little slow, tired, stupid or impaired in some other way--Nick was out side!
Not suprisingly, I squealed like an anime school girl.

It's pretty awesome that I wasn't like....wearing my pjs or some thing. Because quite often after class if I don't have any plans I'll be like, uhh....screw this I'm gonna' wear my jammies.
I even put perfume on today. :0

So Nick took me out to lunch & it was fabulicious!
(Ya' know, I really adore that guy.)

I had a great time, because of Ace(that's my nick name for...uh...Nick) I was happy all day, even during drivers ed! :D The kiss goodbye kind of helped. When I get irritated with my driving instructer, all I have to do is think about kissing Nick and I feel better. ^_^

Okay, so usually my title actually make sence once you read my blog, but it dosen't really this time. I mean, obviously it's school-girls 'cuz I squealed like school-girl when I saw Nick(he often makes me squeal, maybe because I am a school-girl of sorts), but just incase you want further explanation, it's tea 'cuz that's what I drank at lunch, and rainbow socks 'cuz I was wearing a white mini-skirt & rainbow knee-socks.

Love & Disco!
Ariel