I hate it when I can't say what's on my mind. Some times I'll want to say some thing important & I just...can't. It's as though I'm physically incapable of speaking, I'll just freeze up when I try to talk about certain things. It doesn't happen often, but when it does....it's scary. It's scary when you're trying to tell some one some thing--when you know you can trust that some one & that they'll love you no matter what you say--but you just can't say it.
Hopefully I'll get over that little hang up some day, it's good to talk about the things that hurt you, right?
Switching gears now!
Actually I don't really feel like writing any more....I've got happy things on my mind that I'd like to share but I'm feeling kinda' down. Meh, I've been feeling kinda' down for a while, but it's off & on. Maybe I'm bi-polar.
Love & color,
Ariel
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