My life is nuts right now. There's shit going on with the grown-ups & they don't even know that I know. I find it completely disgusting, I'm going to need a crap-ton of therapy sooner or later.
I'm in serious need of a car too. But alas, I don't have enough cash! (Donations of cash &/or cars will gratefully be accepted! No joke!)
Over all though I'm pretty happy. Whenever I start feeling stressed out I just think about all the wonderful things in my life, (my relationship with Chris, my awesome best-friend, & my little bro) it really helps! Some times it good to just forget about the shit & think about every thing I have. Once in a while I get so over-whelmed that I forget just what an amazing a world we live in.
I have a consult with my oral surgeon tomorrow! I can not wait. I'm super excited about getting my wisdom teeth removed. (As strange as that may seem) I still have the teeth that were removed before I got my braces, I think I'm going to have those four, & my wisdom teeth, dipped in silver & put them on a necklace. Haha, that's so creepy.
So la-dee-da. It's totally snowing right now. Is that not nuts? Snow, in October? Yeah right!
Wow this is a random blog-a-doo.
Blog-a-doo? What AM I talking about?!
I told Chris that I love him last night. It was sort of accidentally-on-purpose. I'd been thinking it earlier when we were fooling around, but I didn't want to say it then because he totally wouldn't have taken me seriously. Later, we were just snuggling on the couch, & I realized, this is how I feel! I can't let this moment pass, if I don't say how I feel right now I'll be to scared to say it later. So I said it! The second I did I thought, oh shit. So I added ''you're awesome.'' God I'm a dork. But it was okay! Chris made me repeat myself about three times, which sort of scared me. I almost thought he was going to break up with me right then & there, or worse, drive me home & tell me he needs "space." But instead he said that he loves me too & those words mean a lot to him. Aaaaah I'm sooo happy!
What a life!
Mmmk, I really think I have nothing to write about, this blog is all blathers. I'll try again tomorrow. (Maybe)
Love & fire-crackers,
Ariel
P.s. My dad is being a total dick-face today.
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