After this morning, I've decided it's time for S to know every thing. I'm scared to tell them, what if they don't see things the way I do? I'm sure S must suspect, but what if S doesn't want to do what I want? What if S wants to stay with B? What if S makes me come back?
I can't do that. One way or another I never want to see T & B again.
Should I just call S when they are off work? Or should I tell S face-to-face?
I don't know what would be best...
What I really want is for S to see things my way. We could leave, we could start over. It would be hard but we could.
What if S thinks its to risky? What if S wants to wait? If S is to worried about green to go I don't know what I could do.
I just have to wait 17 days, but I can't make S do any thing.
But I have to try. And I have to hope. And one way or another I'm never going to see T & B again.
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