Drugs, my anti drug.

Went to RVC to hang with the homeschool homies today. My phone died so I had to wait for it to charge just the weensiest bit, & so I was quite late. What else is new, eh?

On my way to the student center I ran into Rene, Ashley & blast-from-the-past Ben. Cool-cool.

Oh, & every one had some thing to say about my outfit, which was nice. I feel pretty. :D Haha.

I stopped my Meg's on the way home & OHMYGADS, I tried this latte, fudge it was soooooooo good. Drooling now. Shoot I left it down stairs, hold on while I fetch it. I can't remember what flavor it is, some thing special. I dunno.

Jesus, Damien has gas. The living room smells of eggs. BLEH! It's gross.

Sooooo I really wish that I had known we were going to be in town this long. I dropped all of my classes when the whole moving thing came up. If I knew then what I knew now I would have at least taken some fun ones on an audit. My brain needs stretching! It's like "Aaaariel, what are you doing with your life? Now is the time to LEARN things! Worry when you're old!" Oh silly grey matter, I'll do some algebra later, okay?

I want to be in SCHOOL. Gaddamit.

So, I kinda' started thinking about maybe staying in Rockford....But the problem is, WHERE WILL I LIVE?! I can't afford to live on my own. Chris & Mad have both offered to let me stay with them, & I know their moms wouldn't mind, but...I don't want to live with some one elses mom when I could just as easily live with my own. Which is some thing no one seems to understand. I hate mooching! I don't like letting others pay for me.

So, yeah. I guess I'm still going. Which is kinda' going to suck.

I'm really looking forward to see all the fam again, & all that kinda' junk. But I'm not sure want to live in Douglas.

But I can't really stay here.

UGH.

Why didn't any one warn me that this kinda' crap would happen? I should have been saving my money instead of spending it all on dumb stuff.

Rawr. I saved my money when I was younger. Hardly ever spent a dime. Then I got older & started buying dumb things like clothes & coffee & other junk I don't need.

I wish I could afford to live on my own. I wish I was a smarty-pants & could go to school for free. I wish I knew what to do with my life. BLARG. I need a rich, long-lost uncle to help me out. Haha.

I need alergy meds ASAP. But I don't feel like buying them.

I'm going to surf zee web. Then maybe I'll do some packing. Or maybe I'll see about getting some new tires for my bike so's I can go for a ride & clear my head.

Love & lollipops,
Ariel

P.S. Alex is a brat. He payed for my lunch even though I told him not to. It was nice of him, but...I don't know. He's a brat. :P