Lalala, I had stuff I wanted to write about, but I'm not sure what....
Well...Mad & I hung out with Alex the other day. It was loads of fun. We watched Juno (great movie, btw), then we went to Beef a Roooooooooo, & then...we walked around aimlessly untill we got to CVS. CVS has very comfy grass. And shopping carts that are fun to ride in/on. Haha.
Well....um...I really have nothing to write about.
I am sad today. I'm not sure why, but I think the day just started off wrong, & it's all been down hill from there. Poop. Blah. I hate it when I'm sad. I can't even get myself to do fun things, because I know they wont cheer me up. I'll just be sad while doing fun things. And I'll act all listless & pouty, making others worry about me. I hate it when I get like this. I hate it when people worry about me. I hate it when I get like this, 'cause then I start hating myself, because I can't snap out of it.
Life is hard. And sad. And no matter how hard you try, things can always go wrong.
Sadness sadness sadness.
I should stop writing this, I'm going to post it, & people will read it, & then I'll look crazy.
I'm not, I think.
But I don't want to stop writing, it makes me feel....some thing. Not really better, but I like it.
Blah. I need hugs.
I need I need I need. I can't stop myself from needing things I can't get on my own, I always need people, as much as I'd like to think I don't.
Love & snakes,
Ariel
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