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Soo...Everybody sucks.

I guess my mom (& grandparents, & dad) don't think I should go back to Rockford. So now mom wants me to aply for this job, that would be super awesome, but is here in AZ & lasts all summer.

I admit, it's a really sweet opertunity. But I've broken enough promises. I'm not chosing a job over Chris.

Speaking of promises, now Chris wants me to come home a week earlier. I think he'll be upsett if I say no, but I can't. I told mom & dad & Aaron that I wouldn't be leaving 'till June.

Ugh, he want's me to leave early, the family wants me to stay late. Why can't they all just be happy with what I want?

Fuuuuuck. My life is not suposed to go like this!